Song Tease

I love this version of this song. So haunting.

Song Tease!

Chapter 18 Teaser

The snow had begun to melt, and I mean really melt, about a week ago. The roads were probably passable. My poor phone charger was probably lying in a puddle somewhere out on... the road. It was like everything was melting away with the snow, everything I held dear was just getting smaller and smaller with each drop of rain against the ground.
 

“You know I still have a few days before my flight was technically supposed to get back from Europe,” I mumbled. “I don’t have to go back yet.”
 

“But you have to go back,” Edward said, keeping his eyes on the road.
 

“I’ll come back,” I said quickly. “I just have to get things settled back in town, but I’ll come back.” I reached over and took his hand. 

It was odd that something as simple as rain could turn us into this. We were afraid. There was no other way to put it and even though I didn’t want to leave, there was something else in that fear. I could feel it. Like something bad was on the horizon.

 p.s. things for our couple are going to start moving pretty quickly, we're only a couple of chapters away from the prologue! So exciting!

 

Chapter 17 Teaser

Beastward's kind of a ball of emo right now sorry :/ I will hug him hard.

Once I was outside, my legs carried me faster and faster over the drifting snow towards the trees. They were safe. I could hide there. At least for a little while.

I kept rubbing my finger against one of the thorns, just light scraping it against my skin enough to give me something to focus on. By the time I made it to the meadow, I was mumbling to myself and shaking a bit from the cold.

This was the fucking reason I didn’t let anyone in. I didn’t want to experience the disappointment. For the first time I was terrified of disappointing someone else, instead of being disappointed when they cowered away. I didn’t want to let her down. She meant everything to me and I started to doubt if I could be enough for her. She doesn’t think I can love her. Hell, maybe she’s right. I can’t blame her for looking at me and seeing something dark and unnatural. Love is light and beautiful, the complete opposite of everything I am. I am the darkness, polluting the atmosphere like some kind of poison. I thought maybe I could move past it, but her doubt shattered everything.

Chapter 17 Song Tease!

Chapter 16 Song Tease!

Beastward is on his way back to you guys. I apologize for the unusually long wait, I've had a lot of things going on and unfortunately have not had time to write. Currently working on the chapter and I'm determined to have it up this week : )

Chapter 15 Teaser from a young Beastward ; )

An hour later I was sitting in the office with an ice pack on my face and angry parents beside me. My mom looked like she was about to cry and my dad had the “we’ll talk about it later” look on his face.

 “Dad it wasn’t my fault,” I said.

“I don’t want to hear it Edward,” he said.

“Dr. Cullen, Mrs. Cullen…please come in.” The principal ushered us all into his office. He waited until we were all seated until he spoke again. “I don’t have to tell you that this is a serious matter. And this is not the first time we’ve had to deal with Edward’s behavior.”

I rolled my eyes and started smiling at the secretary out in the regular office. She had to be in her thirties but she was fucking gorgeous.

“I know you contribute a lot to this school and your support is important to us, but I cannot let this latest incident slide. Especially considering the contraband we found in his locker.”

That brought my attention back to the conversation.

“Excuse me?” I asked.

“Do you want to explain these?” He held up a ziplock bag of about five pills.

“You had no fucking right to go through my locker. Isn’t that violation of privacy or something? This is bullshit!”

“We received an anonymous tip from a student,” he said softly. I could only guess who it was. Stupid bastard.

My father sighed and buried his head in his hands. “I’ll take care of this.” He took the pills from the principal’s hands.

“We’re suspending Edward for a week, the other boy no longer attends this school. We take weapons very seriously.” The principal tapped his pen on his desk. “Mr. Cullen,” he addressed me. “I sincerely hope you’ll take this time to re-evaluate your choices. We will not be so lenient next time.”

SongTease for Chapter 14

Chapter 13 Teaser!

I heard someone laugh behind me and I turned around just in time to see her brown hair slip back into the hallway. I narrowed my eyes at the doorway and crept across the room. Once I reached it, I pressed myself flat against the wall and waited. A few moments later she tentatively peeked her head out and her brow furrowed when she realized I’d disappeared.

She gasped as I darted out, enveloped her waist in my hands and trapped her against the wall. “What are you doing?” I asked.

“Nothing,” she squeaked.

“I thought I told you to stay upstairs.” I kinked my eyebrow.

“I got curious.” She shrugged.

“Curious?” I rubbed my thumb against her hipbone.

“Yeah.”

“Hmm,” I mused. I bit down on my lip and nodded my head as I brushed my fingers up from her hipbones. She shivered and reached forward, looping her fingers through my beltloops. I scratched lightly at her ribs and quickly maneuvered over her breasts. I smirked and dipped one down the cleavage of her shirt, barely brushing along the top of her bra before I stepped back and crossed my arms.

“What are you doing?” She breathed, a hint of annoyance in her voice.

“I got curious.” I shrugged and went back into the kitchen. “Stay in your room.”

Chapter 13 Song Tease!

This is pretty much Beastward's theme song. Pretty much.

Song Tease!

LLW PicTease!

Is it getting hot in here or is it just Beastward?

p.s. just as a sidenote, any and all picteases that feature Edward will most likely be sans scars simply because I suck at photoshop and any pics of him on this blog with them are made by someone else. It's just not practical for me to ask someone to do them for every pictease they're needed. Rest assured they are there.

Chapter 11 Teaser

“Why the hell aren’t you wearing a coat?” I asked.

“I just pulled on the first thing I could find.” She shrugged.

“You’re going to catch fucking pneumonia out here what were you thinking?” I pulled her closer and rubbed my hands furiously over her arms hoping to warm her up. “Let’s get back to the house.”

I pulled both of us up and took her hand again as we started across the meadow. We didn’t say a word on the way back to the house and it gave me some time to think. Or I guess not to think. To have a moment of peace. It was so quiet out here in the woods with her. There was nothing but the crinkle of the snow beneath our feet. It was something so simple and so fucking pure and I was completely overwhelmed that something could even feel like this.

I stopped us just before we stepped out of the trees and turned towards her. “Bella…I…” I shook my head. “I want to tell you something.”

“Okay.”

I took a deep breath and allowed my hand to drift up to her neck. She leaned into my palm and hummed against my skin. “You give me peace.”

SongTease!

What's going to happen with Edward and Bella out in the woods?

New Teaser!

I took a step towards her and held my breath when it growled at me. I continued to make way in a circle around the animal, cautiously closing the gap between me and Bella. As soon as I reached her I stepped in front of her, shielding her completely from view. I felt a little better when she grabbed onto my shoulders. I reached around and fingered her hips trying to comfort her. I could feel the waves of terror rolling off her body.

“Okay...” I said. “We’re going to move very slowly back towards the house.” I started moving us back towards where I’d just come from. The wolf followed us, mimicking our movements like it was some sort of dance.

I took a shaky breath when Bella pressed her forehead into my back. “Edward I’m scared,” she whispered.

“It’s okay.” And it would be. There was no fucking way I was letting anything happen to her. I didn’t give a fuck about myself. She would be okay. I rubbed my fingers against her hips again a moment before the wolf snarled and leaped towards us.

So we get to see a little into Edward's side of what happened last chapter <3

PicTease

Does this mean we'll get a little more insight to Edward's past? Who knows with that stubborn bastard.

Chapter 8 Teaser: Bella

I posted a shorter version of this teaser yesterday on Twitter, but here is the full version. Update coming tonight!

I stopped and bit down on my lip. I should go back. I need to go back. This was crazy.

I spun back around as another howl bellowed out from the darkness. It was no longer a distant cry. It was here. And the wolf was right in front of me.

“Shit,” I mumbled. I slowly put my hands up defensively as he bared its teeth and growled again. “Nice puppy.” My eyes flitted towards my truck. Could I make it? Could I even get the door open? I took a tentative step towards it and the wolf leaped towards me, closing the gap.

“Damnit Bella are you fucking crazy!” A voice yelled. I squinted through the snow and saw a figure moving towards me. “It’s cold as hell, you’ll freeze out here!”

“Edward,” I whispered. The wolf growled and whipped in his direction. “Edward look out!” I screamed. He immediately stopped and stared at the menacing creature between us. At this moment I wanted nothing more than to be back at the house arguing with him. I’d give anything.

Chapter 8 PicTease

Chapter 7 Teaser: Edward

“Hello Edward.” James stepped behind the glass of the door, his face mere inches from mine. His normal sadistic smile played on his face as he waved the razor blade back and forth, taunting me with it. My breath hitched in my throat as he lashed out at me. Even though I knew the pane of glass separated us, I instinctively covered my face and cowered back.

“Edward?” A soft voice called from behind me. It wasn’t menacing or angry. It was almost comforting. “Edward?” She called again. I knew who it was instantly and it surprised me that she was here.

I slowly turned around just as Bella stepped from behind the greenhouse. She smiled at me and beckoned me with her finger to join her. Her dark hair was wild and blowing around her alabaster skin with the wind. She smiled and called my name again as she disappeared around the greenhouse. I looked back towards James and my mother, debating between fighting a useless fight to save her and following Bella.

I took a deep breath and took a step away from the house. I peeked my head around the greenhouse and spotted her tiny footsteps leading towards the woods.

“Bella!” I yelled. I looked back at the house once more before running after her. When I reached the trees the footprints disappeared into thin air. They just stopped and there was no explanation or sign of her. “Bella?”

Teaser: Edward

“The woods back here have some beautiful trails, especially in the summer…” Jasper and Bella passed by me. I placed one log on my stand and raised the ax high above my head before slamming down on it with a loud grunt.

Bella turned her head back towards me as her and Jasper idled slowly towards the trees.

For some reason it pissed me off, them spending time together. I know Jasper is a nice guy, actually he’s the nicest guy I’ve ever met. And I knew he wasn’t trying to pull anything with her, but it made my blood boil to watch them together. I felt possessive over her for no apparent reason other than I was a selfish asshole who wanted everything for himself and it made no sense. She’d pissed me off more in a couple of days than I was used to, even for me. Why should I feel anything but annoyance towards her? She wasn’t mine to possess even though I wanted to possess her in ways that would set both of us on fire.

I groaned and set up another log before I noticed she was still staring at me. I couldn’t figure it out. Her eyes looked mildly curious, maybe frustrated…a sense of longing. No. I shook my head and went back to work as they disappeared into the trees.

Pictease!

Uh oh. Poor Edward. They're always after his Lucky Charms!